Just before I retired, my watch gave out. I remember looking at it one day and realizing that it no longer was keeping up with time. In the moment I made a radical decision. I decided not to replace it. Perhaps, it was intuition leading me toward an unseen season which was about to dawn when I would leave the world of the day planner for a life more attuned to the sun dial I placed in a sunny spot on the farm. Looking back I can see that laying aside the watch was a step that served to prepare me for a different lifestyle.
As I walked into those early years of retirement, I was drawn toward a lifestyle of paying attention. One of the things to which I learned to pay attention was the movement of the sun from the faint light of the morning to the soft fading light of the evening. Without some conscious decision, I started noting the location of the sun and the shadows it set in place on the ground. As the months began to add up, the creation of which I was becoming a part started telling me the time as surely as had the wrist watch of a more hectic past. What was interesting was that the more I paid attention to the present and the people in the present, the more I saw and heard.
I not only began to see and hear the messages sent by the Creation, but also the messages sent by the Creator God who revealed Himself and made His voice known through the Creation. Most folks who come to the farm speak first of the silence, but staying awhile and embracing the life it unfolds brings to the ear and the eye things which once seemed silent and invisible. The Creation is really not such a silent place. There is always a stirring in the trees, hawks and crows hollering in the sky, and "the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden at the time of the evening breeze." (Genesis 3:8).
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