Morning Intercession

 "Lord, I am here again this morning to pray for some people in need of Your help.  I cannot help but remember that story Luke tells about four guys who bring a paralyzed friend to Jesus.  "They were trying to bring him in and lay him before Jesus, but finding no way...they went up on the roof and let him down with his bed through the tiles into the middle of the crowd in front of of Jesus..."  (Luke 5:17-19).  

Lord, I want to pray like those four men.  I really care about the people for whom I pray.  Some of them are not going to live without Your help.  Some of them are battling needs far greater than they can meet own their own.  Some of them are really desperate for you to touch them.  I feel like I have been letting them down.  I know their need and I fall asleep while praying.  They have told me of their hurt and I often give up without being as persistent as those men on the roof who interceded for their hopeless friend.  Lord, I sometimes feel that the folks for whom I pray stay trapped in their circumstance because my prayers lack the expectation and the persistence of those roof top intercessors.  

As I say this to You, Lord, I want to cry for letting them down.  For letting You down, too.  I ask You to forgive me, Lord.  I ask You to use my inadequate prayers because these folks need the help of real spiritual intercessors and not those like me.  Let them not suffer because of my unfaithfulness.  And, Lord, keep looking up.  If You can help me in my weakness, maybe one day You will look up and see my face peering through the broken roof.  Amen."

Not A Snake Handler

There was a time, and perhaps that time still exists in some places, when some churches of the Appalachian mountains practiced snake handing in worship.  Of course, the snakes being handled were not the common rat snake which is found in barns, or the common green snake which stays hidden in the grass, but venomous snakes such the rattlesnake.  It is based on a few verses at the end of Mark which are not normally included in most of the ancient manuscripts. The supposition is that if you have faith the poisonous snake will not bite, or if it does, it will not be a killing bite.  

I thought about this today after coming home from worship in the local Episcopal Church.  This thought came as Communion was offered by use of a common cup.  Dipping the bread in the common cup is about as near as I can go to taking the cup and drinking from it after a hundred or more have had a sip.  Oh, I know wine is regarded as an antiseptic and I watched the priest wipe the cup after each person took a drink from the cup.  I even noticed the cup being turned just a tad after each person shared the common cup.  

Don't get me wrong.  I love Jesus.  The Sacrament which is shared is regarded highly.  There is nothing like sharing the Holy Meal with the people or God.  My problem is I did not even eat or drink after my own children and to drink after a room full of strange people is a bridge I cannot cross.  Intinction is about as close as I can come to sharing the common cup.  I guess I just don't have enough faith to think that a rattlesnake bite would not be fatal.  Neither can I force myself to believe that faith will wipe away all the germs from the holy cup.

Morning Gratitude

 "I ask not on behalf of these, but also on behalf of those who will believe in me through their words that they may all be one." (John 17:20).  Lord, I am one of those for whom You have prayed.  I am one of those who believes because of the way the word of Your disciples has rippled through the centuries to this very day.  Lord, I am their debtor.  I am Your debtor.  I have had many pray for me, but to know  that You have prayed for me is too high a thing to consider.  Thank You, Jesus, for holding even me in Your heart when You prayed that day long ago before the Father.  

I thank You, Jesus, for letting me know that the effects of praying is not bounded or limited by time.  I know now that the prayers I prayed do not die with me, but their power continues until that day when You might choose to use them for Your good.  I guess I thought that prayers had an expiration date on them, but I surely have been wrong in such a thought.  "How great are Your works, O Lord!"  (Psalm 92:5).  O Lord, You have prayed for me.  How can I thank You for this gift of Your prayers!  

And even more, how can I thank You for the prayers You offer for me today?  I remember what Your Words says and to remember stirs such gratitude in my heart.  "It is Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us." (Romans 8:34).  Lord, I know no words that are enough. The thought that You have not only prayed for me, but even now, in this very minute, continue to pray for me is more than my spirit can comprehend.  All I know to do is to thank You, Lord Jesus, Son of God.  Thank You.  Thank You.  Amen"

Morning Prayer

"Our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your name.  Your Kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread,  And forgive us...."  (Matthew 6:9-12).   Wait a minute, Lord.  You just said to pray, "Thy will be done."  Seriously, Lord?  If I pray, "Thy will be done,"  there is not much reason to continue to pray.  It seems to me this morning, Lord, that those four words about cover it all.  Maybe I have prayed all that is necessary and I can go back to the sheets from which I have come.  

The truth is my heart tells me there is more.  Before you started this prayer, You said to those who followed you and surely knew about prayer, "Pray then in this way."  (Matthew 6:8).  So, this prayer is not just one directed to the Father in heaven, but also a prayer offered as a teaching tool in our behalf.  After You prayed, "Thy will be done,"  You did not say, "Amen," but went on praying about specific things like daily needs, forgiveness, reconciliation, dealing with difficulties, and struggling with Satan.  Maybe "Thy will be done" appears to say it all, but then again, You obviously did not intend for those words to be a stopping point.  

In fact, I hear You teaching in this prayer that Your will cannot be done if we are not serious about the state of our own heart.  To pray these other things You mentioned points us forward into the unfolding life to which You are calling us.  It points us toward praying for these things to be accomplished in our own life as a way of bringing earth in alignment with heaven's intentions. So, help me Lord, to learn to depend on You, to put my ego aside for Your sake, and to live confident that no darkness or evil can overcome me.  This I know this morning to be Your will for this world around me and for this life You have given me to live within it.  Thank You, Jesus, for teaching us the way. Amen"  

Morning Praise

"Have you not known? Have you not heard?  Has it not been told you from the beginning?  Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?  It is He who sits above the circle of the earth, and its inhabitants  are like grasshoppers; who stretches out the heavens like a curtain and spreads them like tents to live in...Have you not known?  Have you not heard?  The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth."  (Isaiah 40:21-22; 28). 

The God we worship is the God of the mountain covered with lightning and thunder, the One who carved commandments into stone, the One whose bright glory caused the Hebrews to cower in fear.  The God we worship is the One who breaks into holy places causing those thought to be holy to fall on their knees crying out, "Woe is me!  I am lost, for I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips" (Isaiah 6:5).  The God we worship is the Christ, Son of God, who shouted out revolutionary, life changing words on the mountain and who knelt to weep and care for the broken.  The God we worship is the One who went to the cross to shed His blood and die for our sakes so that we could be free from the seeds of destruction we sowed in our life.   

"There in none like You, O Lord; You are great, and your name is great in might." (Jeremiah 10:6).  "There is none like You among the gods, O Lord, nor are there any works like Yours.  All the nations You have made shall come and bow down before You, O Lord, and shall glorify Your name."  (Psalm 86:8-9).  He is indeed the God of the Universe!

In and Out

When I was pastor of the St. John Church, one of our members was a charismatic kind of guy who worked as a morning radio host of a station which was known as the country and western station.  He was one of those guys who filled up the room when he entered.  Since he was a member of the church, I started listening to his morning show whenever I was traveling to the hospital.  I got to a place where I knew all the beer drinking, my woman did me wrong songs, well enough to sing along with musician doing the singing.  I not only knew them, I sang them all throughout the day.  

One day it came to me that all I was singing were these songs about drinking and broken hearts.  There were no longer songs of praise or hymns coming from my heart.  The songs I once sang about Jesus never came from my mouth.  With this realization came the realization that what we put in has something to do with what comes out.  It was about this time that I made the conscious decision to turn the radio dial to the local Christian station.  Let no one think that what we allow into our subconscious, or into our hearts does not matter.  

An old proverb reads, "Guard your heart, for from it flows the springs of life." (Proverbs 4:23).  Another important word from the Scripture we find in one of Paul's letters." "whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing , whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things." (Philippians 4:8).  What we hear or read or allow to enter into our thoughts will have a bearing on the way we live.  What comes out has something to do with what we allow to go in.

The Devil on My Shoulder

For the past few weeks I have been reading a novel regarded as an American classic by an author whose writing skill is unquestionable.  It is on everyone's "should read" list so I decided it was time.  Three hundred pages into the six hundred page journey, I laid it down, closed it, and decided I could read no more.  It was a strange decision since it was a real page burner.  I could not lay it down, but then I came to a place where I had to put it aside.   

The reason may seem strange to some.  One of the primary characters, was in the book described as a monster, and the evil unleashed by this character finally became too much.  I came to a place where I felt like the devil was sitting on my shoulder.  I was so caught up in the unfolding tale that I was carrying the book with me.  I was picking it up in the morning before the Scripture.  I felt the evil depicted by this evil character was becoming a part of me.  My spiritual life was drying up and the inspiration for writing my blog was slipping away.  I realized last night at three o'clock when I woke up and grabbed the book that it had too much of a hold on me and maybe the same could be said of Satan.  So, the book is closed for the last time.  

I do not name it lest I encourage someone with curiosity to check it out.  Maybe it would not effect anyone like it has me, but I know the subtle power of Satan is using it to get a hold of a heart that I want to be controlled and influenced by the Holy Spirit.  I want to do my part to make the heart He seeks to use for the good of Christ completely available to Him.  "Discipline yourself, keep alert.  Like a roaring lion your adversary the devil prowls around looking for someone to devour.  Resist him."