I Wonder

I wonder what God is going to do in my corner of the world today.  I wonder where He will will surprise me with His presence.  I wonder what Words He has stored up for me to hear.  I wonder how the people He puts in my path will present themselves.  I wonder who among those I know will be touched by His caring and loving hand.  I wonder what measures He will take today to offer love and grace even to me.  I wonder if He will be doing something extraordinarily different in some gathering of the church today.   

I wonder what i will be doing when God decides it is time.  I wonder if I will be paying attention to the silence within, or the external distractions.  I wonder if I will really see.  Really hear.  Really feel.  Or, will I really miss it all.  I wonder if I will know that I might be God's answer to someone's prayer.  I wonder if I will be a giver of grace.  I wonder if I will be an expression of God's love.  I wonder where it will be that I let Him down.  I wonder what confessions will be needed at the end of the day.  I wonder if my life will be pleasing and acceptable to Him today.  I wonder if He will see and hear me today and know I love Him.  

I wonder what it would be like to walk so close behind Jesus that I can only see Him lifting His feet so that I can put mine where His have been?  I wonder what it would be like to hear the Spirit rejoicing that there is nothing in my heart to hinder His work in me.  I wonder what it will be like to hear the Father say, "Well done."  I wonder what it would be like to move beyond moments of catching a glimpse of God's glory to standing in an eternity where glory is continually washing over me like great waves of the sea.  I wonder.