Again, honesty requires admitting that if I do this thing again, it is not because of someone or something out there. It has to do with an inner issue which is the issue of obedience. Being retired from active ministry which centered around serving a local church does not mean that the call of God experienced so long ago is no longer something which has any bearing on my life. This call of God heard first as a high school senior did not have a certain number of years attached to it. Instead, to say "Yes" meant offering not years, but a life. So, since I am still around, still breathing, still being blessed by this wonderful freely given grace of God, I remain as one who lives within that call.
The call I heard did not have within it something like, "Would you like to do this...?" but more "Follow me and I will provide the details later." So, it is not really a question of my wanting to do this thing again, but more of sensing in my spirit that He wants me to do it again. Fleshing out a call to ministry is a life time endeavor and sometimes it simply means sitting down and writing out a blog post to offer to God to use in whatever way He might choose.