This past Sunday's church attendance included a retirement dinner for the pastor who was preparing to hang up his preaching robe for a pair of overalls at a farm. It sounded a bit familiar, but more than the familiarity with such a transition were the memories of what it personally felt like on that final Sunday some fifteen years ago. One of the things I remembered most was the awareness that I would no longer have a people. To put it it archaic and traditional terms, I would be a shepherd without a flock. No longer would I have a community of God's people entrusted to my spiritual care.
As the memory of that moment washed over me again, I remembered, too, with gratitude how wrong I could be. First, God enabled me to serve a small church up the road and across the river from where I lived and there among those folks I experienced community in a way that has extended beyond the years of my pastorate there. Shortly after those four years ended, the blog I was writing began to evolve into a daily ministry I could never have thought possible. As I sat there in the midst of last Sunday's celebration, I remembered the new people, the new community, God had given me through the writing ministry.
When I was preaching my sphere of influence for Him was mostly limited to the city limits of the community to which I was appointed, but through JourneyNotes it now stretches into eight states and somewhere around twenty five communities in Georgia. What I have been given through the writing ministry is a new congregation, a new people, scattered across such a wide region. I write with much gratitude for the gift of continued usefulness. I remember, too, that part of the prayer of Jabez in which he prays, "...bless me and enlarge my border..." (I Chronicles 4:10). Will any of us come to a place in this life of not being useful to God? I think not. No, think is the wrong word. I know none of us will live beyond our usefulness to Him and His Kingdom's work.
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