"Lord, I guess You saw what happened yesterday. Heard, too. There I was standing in this line waiting when she came in behind me with that baby wrapped up in a blue blanket. Could not even see the child. You surely remember how it went. I asked about her baby and she said he was three months old. You heard the conversation. I asked her if he was her first and she said she had three. One was ten, the second died when six months old, and the third I could see peeking out from under the blanket. Lord, I was not expecting what she said and how she said it. Though a tear was in the corner of her eye, she never lost her smile. I will not forget how she said, 'God has a plan, God has a plan.'
Lord, I have preached and taught about faith and hope for over forty years. I figured I knew something about faith and what it meant to hope, but when she spoke, Lord, it was like I knew nothing. I might have been the one who ought to have known, but in that moment she was the teacher and I was the student. How does a woman who has lost a child have another? How does a woman move out of that unspeakable darkness and dare to give birth to another baby? Lord, she knows more about faith and hope than I have learned in a lifetime.
I cannot remember when I have stood in the presence of such faith. Such hope. Such courage. I never learned her name. It was not that kind of moment, but her witness to You, Lord, I will carry in my heart and memory for a long time. As I think about her witness, I know I need to ask You to forgive me for embracing such a lukewarm faith and thinking I was ok. Lord, I am far from it. Forgive me for thinking differently, and, Lord, please be patient and keep working in my heart until the kind of faith I saw in her is the kind of faith dwelling in my own heart. Thank You, Lord, for a Word from that young mother with her child. Thank You. Amen."
I cannot remember when I have stood in the presence of such faith. Such hope. Such courage. I never learned her name. It was not that kind of moment, but her witness to You, Lord, I will carry in my heart and memory for a long time. As I think about her witness, I know I need to ask You to forgive me for embracing such a lukewarm faith and thinking I was ok. Lord, I am far from it. Forgive me for thinking differently, and, Lord, please be patient and keep working in my heart until the kind of faith I saw in her is the kind of faith dwelling in my own heart. Thank You, Lord, for a Word from that young mother with her child. Thank You. Amen."
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