Thursday, April 6, 2023

Holy Thursday Meal

 'Twas Holy Thursday, and I, 
      having made myself clean
      with a bar of Mary's fine soap,
      and the waters of the brook
      made my way through the woods
      to the house where I finished
      getting myself ready to go
and eat the waiting holy meal.

In her arms my sweet Mary
     carried our child, Thomas,
     now too warm with fever,
     the fresh clean white shirt
     and mended blue pants
     she had managed still
     to make ready for me 
as a guest to the holy meal.

Bidding farewell, I set out
     on the lane to the church
     where Father O'Leary and,
     neighbors now friends all
     gathered around the Table
     to be abundantly blessed
     on the most holy night
when the dear Jesus is remembered..

At the place where music reached,
      I heard a bellowing sound
      from down in the river bog
      Knowing it could only be
      O'Malley's old milk cow
      that gave the needed milk
      for the new baby born 
without a mother's breast,

Into the muddy bog, I went
     grabbing halter rope
     pulling one way and another
     until cow and me came forth
     wearing black soured mud,
     but still I went toward the place
     where the Table had been set
for the very likes of me.

All had gone, only a candle lingered
     on the Table with a piece of crust
     and a cup once filled, now empty
     and so taking the crust of bread,
     I swiped inside the cup, 
     staining it with holy red,
     and took alone the holy meal
left for me under the hanging holy feet.

Something to Ponder

It is the disciple John who tells us Jesus washed feet on Thursday.  None of the other gospel writers included this act in their narrative of the life of Jesus.  They all spoke of the meal and John spoke of the meal, but only to give the washing of feet context.  "And during supper Jesus....got up from the table...and began to wash the disciples' feet..."  (John 13:2-5)   It should not surprise us that John would be the only one who would remember this moment and write about it.  To read his gospel is to know that he was a different breed of disciple.  He led with his heart which is to say that he was not one who required a well thought out decision to act.  It was his heart which caused him to respond as he did to the things which were happeing around him.     

John seems to see things others either missed, or simply chose not to tell.  His stories are rich with character portrayals, but also filled with the stories not written, the ones between the lines, the ones many missed because they only are looking at the obvious.  John saw what others did not see.  He felt what others were too busy to notice.  He creates images and symbols for us to see in a way unlike any other gospel writer.   It is obvious from his letters to the church that the prime directive of his life was deep seated love.  This, too, speaks of a man who is led to live his life by his heart.  

It is a good thing for us to remember this story told only by John on this holy Thursday, but, perhaps, more important than just reading it, is pondering it.  Maybe we should read of Jesus washing feet not for the information, but as something to sit with a spell.  Maybe we should sit with it until we can feel the cold water touching our feet, the rough hands of Jesus wiping them clean, and the salty tears running down our face.  Maybe then, what John wanted to happen with the telling of this story will truly happen.  

Wednesday, April 5, 2023

Wednesday at Bethany

What was it like
  to rest a bit 
   in Bethany
    before the storm
at Golgotha?

What was it like
 for the sisters
  to give some space
   until the time
had fully come?

What was it like
  to stay and know
   'twas only a moment
    till pain and death
finished the week?

What was it like
  to breathe again
   the air of love
    the spirit of care
and to walk away?

Tuesday, April 4, 2023

Controversy

Tradition declares Palm Sunday as a day of triumphal entry and Monday as the day for the cleansing of the Temple.  As Holy Week goes on, Tuesday is noted as a day of controversy.   After the act of turning over the table of the money changers and merchants selling sacrificial animals, those in charge quickly came to the conclusion that enough was enough.  With this act on Monday Jesus did more than stir orthadox theology with His radical teachings, He touched an economic nerve.  It always seems to be that way. The church will put up with a lot of stuff, but not any stuff which threatens the income to the treasury.   

It is not surprising that when Jesus re-entered the city the next day and went to the Temple and began teaching that He was attacked.  Those ecclesiastical pillars of Judaism were waiting for Him.  "By what authority are You doing these things, and who gave You this authority?"  the chief priests and elders asked Him.  (Matthew 21:23)  It was a question which cut right to the core of the issues before them.  If He was of God, then everything they held dear was in jeopardy and if not, then He was some religious lunatic who could be disregarded or discredited into oblivion.  Of course, Jesus turned the question on them in such a way that they were left holding nothing but air.     

It was not a one question day, however.  As we read the narrative we see Jesus being attacked and challenged in all sorts of different ways.  When it was all said and done, those who opposed Him had their solution to the Jesus problem, "...they conspired to arrest Jesus by stealth and kill Him."  (Matthew 26:4  The presence of Jesus still remains a threat to many within the bastions of organized religion.  He is the radical, the revolutionary, who will not go away.  He continues to be a presence which calls into questions practices which speak more of power than service, self-exaltation more than self-sacrifice, and  loyalty to culture more than the Kingdom of God.  When He comes into those arenas with His radical words, He is usually ignored as the irrelevant one in the crowd, but every now and again someone hears and goes after Him and the holy revolution lives again. 

Monday, April 3, 2023

The Need for Cleansing

As we read and consider the moment known in Scripture as the Cleansing of the Temple, it makes us wonder what Jesus would think about the contemporary church and the way it does the Kingdom work.  There are no money changers making profits in the building, but then again with the servant style wages long since gone, He might pause beside the clergy table and ask a question or two about the motives of the heart.  And, as He walks by the homeless on the street to get to some of our multi million dollar sanctuaries, He might ask a question or two about our eagerness to feed the hungry, our willingness to quench the thirst of the parched throats,  our interest in clothing those in someone's thrown away rags, or our desire to spend time with the unknown strangers who might be sick, or even in jail.    

It is possible as He sees those things that the same anger which was stirred that day in Jerusalem might be stirred again.  Back then what went on in the Temple often happened under the facade of providing for the needs of those who came when in reality the needs of those who came were not as important as those who were benefiting from their coming.  Instead of turning over tables of  money and sacificial animals, He might push over a few pulpits from which a compromised Word is preached, or rip out a few pews inhabited by the self righteous.  Anyone who thinks He would walk in and applaud all that is happening lives in a world of illusion.    

There are many things which plague our contemporary church as being problematic and chief among them is the way the physical is valued, power is exploited for gain, and the bigger is better approach is always chosen which is mostly ego driven.  It is painful to write such words about a church I have loved and served for a life time, but it is also something which gave me a front row seat not only for seeing, but also regretfully, for being a part of it.  

Sunday, April 2, 2023

Palm Sunday

 HaveYou made it yet?
    You know, made it there
       where folks are waiting
          some with palm branches,
            others building a cross,
they're waiting for You.

No need to hurry, Lord,
     You know what's waiting,
        what You have to do
          to finish what started
            when You came to us,
back at Bethlehem.

Folks will call You king, 
     act crazy on the road, 
       shout sounds of praise,
         jumping up and down,
           to catch a quick glimpse
of God walking to die.

Relish the moment,
     they will leave you, Lord.
       calling for a cross
         and shouting at You
           as You hang to die
for them, for everyone.    

Saturday, April 1, 2023

The Franciscan

A few days ago I heard my name being called by a book I had already read.  It was a good read the first time, and the second time, and I have no real idea why I have found myself once again immersed in this book enttiled "Chasing Francis"  by Ian Morgan Cron.  The book is the telling of the story of Francis  through the pilgrimmage of a New England evangelical pastor whose mega church ministry is shattered by his own personal loss of faith.  As books go, it is average, nothing really exceptional, but none of this silenced the voice that was calling me to read.     

Maybe it is the spiritual magnetism of St. Francis of Assisi who lived in the 1181-1226 period.  He is remembered for many things:  establishing the Franciscans, personally trying to end the Crusades, his commitment to poverty as a way of life, his radical adherence to the life of Christ, and his love for all things of the creation.  His spiritual journey began with a voice coming to him from the crucifix of a falling down abandoned church telling him to rebuild the church.  Francis thought the voice was telling him to rebuild that particular church which he did, though he would later be credited with helping to restore the larger church which he served.    

While I was preaching all those years from various pulpits, this ancient saint was mostly just a historical characterr from the past who required no attention, but since retiring to a different life here on the farm, my collection of books about him has grown and my desire to feed on his spiritual legacy has multiplied.  I find the change interesting.  Living as one who served the church kept me too busy to appreciate a saint like Francis of Assisi, but the slower pace of retired life has caused me to thirst not for information about this saint, but to thirst for the spirit and abandonment to Christ which drove him forward into the ministry prepared for him.